boy who cried wolf paolo @ 08:44 PM ako yung tipo ng tao na hindi madrama. i find it very hard to share my thoughts and sentiments to other people. but whenever i do share, i may not be giving out the whole picture. it would always come out as a blurry photograph. during high school, i was a "stand-behind-the-scenes" kind of guy. i was but a mere worker ant amongst a horde of worker ants in a thriving ant colony. i didnt stand out, i didnt get noticed, and i hated it. taon taon ang lumipas. i got my high school diploma and began to pursue college. it was only then that i decided to change my drift. its a whole new start. no one knows me and i can do better. i began to use my wisecracks and sarcasms to my advantage. now i became the ant lifting itself on top of the food chain. i had the attention, i made friends fast, and i liked it. i remember a friend of mine telling me na he likes it kapag nanggagago ako ng tao. it was so effective that i wouldve laughed a thousand haha's before victims ever knew what hit them. this is what i do best, conning people. twisting the truth just enough to create amusement for other people. but then i got so caught up with the idea that i became used to doing it. lying came almost naturally for me. in fact, i think that i can probably con most people because i came to be so good in the business. however, problems can still arise even with the greatest liars. not getting caught the first time is one thing, but eventually i had to cover up previous lies made just to escape the current one. and it just keeps going on and on without end. next thing you know, youre just gonna keep running away from your life. running and running until the big bad wolf gobbles you up coz no one believed you when you cried out wolf. a very uneasy feeling. now i suppose no one will ever trust me again after posting this. but how can you tell if im not lying now? sometimes, even i scare myself...
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